Love, pain, and tears of blood

I don't feel the same
since the day you left
my heart is broken
my tears are red
the scars on my wrist only grows
i don't eat
i don't sleep
i know this isn't normal
whats happening to me
why do i see my life flash before my eyes
why do i cry whenever i think of you
you used to make me smile
how could you hurt me so much
and i can still be in love with you
the tears i cry
the pain I'm being pulled into
are worse then before
things i used to love
are now a pile of hate
the emails from you
i read them at night
just to remember you once cared
now i wright my heart out
to stop the tears of blood
i want you to know i love you
no matter where you are
one day soon i wont be here
but ill still love you the same
even through the pain u put me through
i will still only love you
through the love
the pain
and the tears of blood i shed
the only one I'll love
is the one who broke my heart