To feel the laughter and joy,
that was brought by that one special boy.
have it torn apart, even taken away,
with that one simple word, in one simple way.
so hard to let go, to even say goodbye,
those tears roll down my cheek, i can't look you in the eye.
everything i do, brings you into my head,
sometimes so hard, wishing i were dead.
you wont take me to that place, not my time to go,
how hard it is right now, i wont let it show.
i'll get through all this, i have before,
you are just the like the others, that i am sure.
