It Was You

I am broken into a million little pieces,
And I'm badly ducked taped together.
My pain and tears just increases,
I thought our friendship would last forever.

I am hurting inside, and I am in great pain,
But you are blinded by egoism, you do not even see.
I guess you think I'm crazy, I went insane,
But I thought you knew better, I thought you knew me.

For what happened between us I took the blame,
Even though I know I was right.
When you said those things to me, I was filled with shame,
And I didn't want to mess things up anymore, I didn't want to fight.

Why can't you just see that it wasn't me, it was you?
You broke my freaking heart, and you don't even care.
You yelled at me for not seeing when you felt blue,
But now, you don't even realize my despair.

Even though it hurt me, not to know, not to see,
When you needed to, I gave you time and you paused.
Now, I took the fault, because the pain nearly killed me.
And you didn't even notice the damage you had caused.

You broke my trust and you broke my heart,
But I'm just not good enough to care for.
You shattered our friendship and we fell apart,
So, I took the blame, cause I couldn't take it anymore.

I don't trust you, I don't believe you, because you to not understand what you did,
I can't get myself to believe you when you say you want to be my friend.
All the times you lied, all the things you hid,
Brought us to this place, where things begin and end.

I wanted to save us, so I blamed myself,
And now, you blame me too.
I didn't want to hurt anymore, save our friendship itself,
But it wasn't me who broke us. It was you.