With one little word, he saw my biggest fear
The moment he asked
with the sweetest face
and the cutest smile,
So much weakness from one little touch
He haunts my dreams
A fantasy but still my worst nightmare
And with one quick glance
I finally see, he's living this life
Through a door that separates us
i hear his soft calls and sallow breaths
as i open the door
his grin calls, making me want him more and more
the game that looks so tempting
tempting a girl like me
A girl who's tears come at night
as the stars twinkle down on me
the pain that he causes lingers in my mind
and everything that is yet to be
Should I throw everything away
for something that may never be
My body aches and wants to live,
to be so lustful,
and needs to be loved
My head and mind are all mixed up
never telling me the truth
and leads me straight into pain
My body leads me to what it beats for
What it beats for so strongly
But all the time, my mind pushing through
screaming the logic i know is true
the screaming is drowned out
as my bitter sweet desire is calling...
