I remember the first time

I remember the first time,
The first time I put a blade to my wrist,
The first time I ever stopped crying and started bleeding,
The first time I ever just had no where else to turn to,
The first time I needed the pain to hide the heartache,
The first time I gave my self ever lasting memories in the form of scars on my wrist,
I remember the first time I ever sliced my wrist open and watched the blood pour down my arm… I will never forget it.