Giving up!

When i think it's finally over
it comes back around
another trip is just the same road
i traveled twice before
all because of you

to think i trusted you weren't lying
i wasn't seeing your true intentions
all i believed were those 3 words 8 letters
though they were what hurt the most

I'll never understand
why you did what you "had to do"
It wasn't like i did any good anyways right
i was just simply all for show

until i dye my hair
change my style
when i actually start
to wear that smile
thats hid underneath
i should have left it there
not knowing and unaware

of the lies you were spreading
into my heart through my veins
unsure of how i look at you
through my eyes
you had fooled my best kept love

you were the longest heartbreak
the loneliest shadow behind me
the repeating reason for me to cry
for me to need to lie
to everyone
thats actually ever cared
for me

yet you can keep on as if its a new chapter
but yours and mine its not over
not now maybe not ever
at least not until
you feel the way i felt
all because of you

i wont hate you
but i cant ever trust in you
after what you did
and what you caused
I'll never look up to you
like i once did

thats history now though
a story well told
and a game all the same
as its always been for you
yet the same fiery pain
thats constantly meant for me

it has chased me for
as long as i
can remember

without you i just dreamed
of what we could've been
where we could've gone
what successions we might have
accomplished

in our time
possibilities they ran wild
we could've took life
and given it a ride
taken it to our side

its your fault
this time
nothing i can do but
how come it always seems
up to me
to change things
make them right
well now I'm
giving up

whoa oh yeah
giving up
oh