Stay.

I found this boy.
He is amazing.
And, smart.
And, he can always make me smile.
I hold him.
I keep him close.
I try my hardest to make him happy.
Try so hard to make real smiles dance across his face.
But,
Sometimes I doubt myself.
Sometimes,
I dont think Im doing my best for him.
Sometimes,
I think,
Maybe, Im never going to make him truly happy.
Sometimes,
I think,
Im never going to be able to show him,
That someone really does love him.
That, someone really would stand by him forever.
I fear that he`ll never know.
I cry because I want nothing more than to see him happy.
I cry more because I dont know how to help him.
I cry even more because I desperately want to.
But, although I dont know how,
And, although this will be hard.
I will find a way to get through.
I will try my best to help him.
I will stand by him forever.
I will love him.
I will not give up on him.
I will not leave . . . . . .
~Sammie-Lee.

~Sammie-Lee.