I laugh because I'm hurting,
I giggle because there's pain,
I smile because I'm weak
Why is this happening to me?
I hate who he became
I hate his lying ways
I hate him because he betrayed me
Why isn't this just going away?
I grin because I wanna scream
I frowned because I'm disappointed
I cry because I'm scared
Why doesn't this pain just go away?
Or is this just a never ending game?