Hoping You Will Stay

Ive only felt this way one time,
that one time has lasted me all these years,
The things you've done for me,
but yet you never go back,
the days go bye,
but yet i live in the past,
Not even noing what lies ahead,
for yet i fear for what you will say,
but yet i have hope for you,
hoping you chose to stay,
But then you say I must go away,
the days go bye but I chose to stay,
for yet one day i no you will stay,
For me not noing what lies ahead,
For all I no is that when i want you to stay you go away but when i want you to leave you stay with me!