Standing at the edge

I'm sitting here with a broken heart
Losing breath
Losing my grip
I'm barley holding on
By the tip of everything
I am barley holding onto you

Some days I feel like an emo kid
Screaming for attention
I hate you and I always will
You riped out my heart
Ripped out my soul
Eating it
Blood is running down your face

I am turning black and blue
Why don't you just throw me out
The window
And don't turn around
Just suffocate me
With those hands
That god gave you

Sitting at the edge
Hands sweating
Heart pounding
Tears roll down my face
Into this puddle where I'm standing

I miss the days when you could look in my eyes
And tell me you felt the same!

My head is spinning
In every direction
Baby cant you see that I'm calling
For a guy like you
Dangerous
Kill me
You know
You want to
I know there is no escape
But I'm already dying slowly