Confusion

I feel confused
Lost inside
A feeling I know
I cannot hide

I want to love you
But do not know
If you truly do
Love me so

Having never met
I doubt your feelings
You don’t know me truly
Your words unrevealing

I told you all this
You assured me of your love
I was still unsure
So I gave you a shove

You now don’t speak
All I get is hush
I thought we’d be friends
Not end as a dead crush