More than a memory

People say he's only in my head
It's Gonna take time but I'll forget
They say I need to get on with my life
They don't realize

Is when you're dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone
Driving across town just to see if he's home
Waking a friend in the dead of the night
Just to hear them say its gonna be alright
When you're finding things to do not fall asleep
Cause Know he will be there in your dreams
That's when he's more than a memory

Took a match to everything he ever wrote
Watched his words go up in smoke
Tore all his pictures off my wall
That ain't helping me at all

Cause when you're talking out loud but nobody's there
You look like hell and you just don't care
Drinking more than you ever drank
Sinking down lower than you ever sank
When you find yourself falling down upon your knees
Praying to god, begging him "please"
that's when he's more than a memory

Cause i end dialing his number just hang up the phone
Driving across town just to see if he's home
Waking a friend in the dead of night
Just to hear them say it's gonna be alright
When you're finding things to do not to fall asleep
Cause you know he's waiting in your dreams
That's when he's more than a memory

People say he's only in my head
It's Gonna take time but I'll forget
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this was origionally a song written by garth brooks but i felt that it expressed me so well so i fixed it to fit my situation.....