I've learned

I used to be in so much pain
you used to make me so insane
Don't you dare think I even care anymore.
8 months i wasted caring
But I learned to express my feelings.
No more crying
no more lying
No more dying
No more trying
I've gotten so much luck
I don't even cut
like I used to for you
No matter how hard
I learned to cover my scars
That shows the pain
That made me so insane
I've learned to forget
And I never have regrets
I've learned to live and never
Give in like I once did.