Dear Suicide

Dear Suicide,

Why is it No matter how hard i try, my life still bring me back to you. Why is it that i always feel you controlling my emotions, like a puppet. Why is it i always have to fight you.
Your strength over me is strong, But why can't i give in, when i so badly want to.

Dear suicide,

Why do you leave me alone, Make my Friends die, and make me live, why did you let my girl die, When i loved her so much. What give you the right to control my life. Why do you feel like its a game to toy with my feelings like i don't have any.

Dear Suicide,

Why do you give me image's in my head of death And why do you make me want it so bad but yet every time i try I never go through with it, Why is it you left for so long just to come back right now to make me Long for death again.

Dear suicide,

I will prove to you that i will die, and i will give in But it will be on my terms And on my time, Dear suicide You finally get what you want, My pain over whelms me and i can't take this no more,

Dear suicide,

Are you happy that tears roll down my face, And that my feelings are getting the best of me, Are you happy that i Need someone to be happy, But you knew I never find someone, So you got what you wanted,

Dear suicide,

must be nice to toy with emotions of me, Because Only you know that i am truly weak, You take my friends away, you make me feel this way, It must be nice to laugh at me, I'm so sick i can't eat, I'm so weak i can't breath, I'm tired of people always saying the same thing, Things get better give it time, When truly What the point, We all will die,

Dear suicide,

Why me Why this time does the urge feel stronger then the rest, Why Now when This pain is Tearing me down, This isn't a happy ending, the boy don't get the girl at the end, he doesn't die a hero, He just dies a has been, No remorse No more pain, He'll die, Just to feel no pain,

Dear suicide,

Why do i believe, Why are you a part of me! I hate you I hate you I Hate you! But i guess i really Just hate me!