True feelings

Sitting on my bed
Fighting the tears back
Cursing at myself
Fighting for the one I love
Fighting the world it feels like
When I look into her eyes
I feel the pain I left her
But does she feel the pain she is giving me
On the Eve of Destruction I look back
I finally had true happiness
Why did I let her go
Why don't I know how to fight
The ground under me is slowly breaking away
Soon my time will come
And I shall be cast into the darkness
I love you so very much, Good luck
I hope you found happiness
That will bring
Some light into my heart.....