It was all picture perfect in this mind of mine, and now that picture has gone!!!! have you ever loved someone so deeply but still could never stop thinking about your first love? and the "what ifs and should I? all these questions keep flowing in and out if my mind? is it wrong?
Why you? why me? why now? why not before? what does she have now that i didn't have before? You don't talk about I now you talk about we!!!!!!! why were we never a "WE"
I get it.... Ive moved on, now you've moved on? but what i don't get was why was our love never that strong or why was it never meant to be. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY? Will you love this girl? will marry her? will she end up replacing me?
is this all really over now? Never thought it would get to me so much as it has now? I'm happy I'm in love!i love him.
But why do i still love you????????
when will i stop???
