I sit here and I wonder about that night we had
I called you when I drank too much
No one noticed that I seemed too glad
We weren't even together
We were friends to say the least
Back of my mind I knew I ended it
The thoughts of us together slowly decreased
Intoxicated from drinking and not by your touch
I was fooled to believe you were mine that night
All my friends knew I had drank too much
Little did they care to stop such action
We then made our way to the bed
Such hormones raised as my clothes disappeared
I now knew I was way in over my head
Losing my sense of pride and self- esteem
Apparently wasn't the only thing that I lost that night
Such guilt and embarassment built inside
My self-worth and my knowledge from wrong and right
My advice to you is to keep it within
Try to as long as you can
I can't regret this mistake i'll learn from
But I will become a stronger woman...
