That's just who i am

I'm not miserable, but i'm not happy. i'm not strong, but i'm not weak. i'm not rude, but i'm not polite. i'm not popular, but i'm not a loser. i'm not sexy, but i'm not ugly. i'm not dumb, but i'm no genius. i'm not you, but i am me. I'm banged up mentally and emotionally, literally and metaphorically. but everyday I walk outside with a smile on my face because that's just who i am.