Hearts Missing You

Never in my 18 years of living on this planet,
Did I know it was possible to miss someone,
So much you can't take it- can't stand it,
I miss him so very much, thats for certain.

For six weeks I have to go without seeing;
Without talking to him about what's bothering me,
I have to go without his touch-the feeling,
This isn't how I expected it to be.

Doing things I'd normally do isn't the same,
I'm trying to sit still and keep my mind off of it,
Watching tv, laughing and playing a game,
I'm telling you it's just not the same.

For each minute that he is gone I shed a tear,
For each day I cannot spend with him I hurt,
I love you s much Carlton, my dear,
I'm wearing it-I'm wearing your Air Force shirt.

The smell reminds me of you all over again,
And everytime I begin to think of you-I cry,
I tried writing this on paper-just couldn't grip the pen,
I continue to miss you and cry-no matter how hard I try.

[Crying at the moment]

Watching you walk away from me heading to the plane,
I didn't want to let you go-It was so extremely hard,
I kept strong, It's not the end I know I'll see you again,
You'll love it, it'll be great, a huge reward.

This isn't goodbye,
Just a see you later.

Baby, I love you!