My Apology

The chance that the next few words will makes sense
is the hardest things just yet
The beating of my heart is loud in my ears
and my apology is all i want you to hear

You were everything I'd ever wished for
Giving me all i ever wanted and more
I made a mistake, I'm forever sorry
I just wanted you to hear my apology

I locked my heart away in a box
afraid to ever open up
Letting go of you when i should of held tight
it all came to me wishing i didn't do it ever night

the feeling is unbearable to contain inside
As hard as i try i can't hide how i feel inside
A million words can be said, the truth even be told
but it's still your heart that i hold

You were everything I'd ever wished for
Giving me all i ever wanted and more
I made a mistake, I'm forever sorry
I just wanted you to hear my apology

To know I've cause so much pain after all we've been through
makes the numbness my favorite emotion to feel
I screwed up something so good and in the end i lost you
My apology is all i will ever want you to hear

My closest friend, my life, my love, i there is all away
Every kiss, every touch, every hug, i made them sail away
Never once have i uttered I'm sorry when i can't blame anyone but me
So i guess this is my apology

My heart still beats fast when you're around
I hear your voice i hear no other sound
to feel you around, have your arms around me
would be the perfect picture memory

You were everything I'd ever wished for
Giving me all i ever wanted and more
I made a mistake, I'm forever sorry
I just wanted you to hear my apology