Forgive me

Why is it that i trust you so much,
yet you can not trust me.
you say that you do,
but threw your lies i can see.

you never wanted to talk about it,
so i knew that we wouldnt last.
now you want me back,
but i need to leave u in the passed.

you say that you are sorry,
this is for the best and one day you will see.
having you look at me the way you do,
i know because of this you hate me.

you cant believe I'm doing this,
yet you hurt me so much.
i loved you so bad,
you voice, your smell, your touch.

but now its time for me to go,
I'm walking out the door.
i couldnt let what you did go,
so I'm not coming back anymore.

so know that I'm not doing this for you,
we both got to hurt and cried.
no matter what you think,
my love for you has not yet died.

I'm leaving you behind,
for we where not meant to be.
i hope that when you see my grave,
you can then some how forgive me.