Ive never let anyone ever know my true person, ive always kept people from fining out who i really. you can see right though.....how you still keep me wondering more and more. Thoughts poring in to my head. Why am i cursed to never get what i truly want in life....and what i want .............is you..
The pain of knowing it'll never be is unbearable. I feel selfish because i want you all to my self but i hold my self back, why. why do i hold my self back from fighting for ur hart....do i already have it.... i just dont know..these thought should i be ashamed of them.
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thought came to when listin to When im gone by tree doors down so list to it will reading this
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Part two
When i look at her it hurts... knowing it'll never be.
why dose she like him
He used her for his own gain and try to get it all
She knows this but still runs to him
Why!?
when i look at her time stops for just a moment, a moment of pain but its so worth the view. All i want is one moment were she lets all emotions about me out, just for one moment.
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Part Three
I miss her now she writing me again
I have so many question to ask so many thought...
Does she still feel the same about me?
Does she still like me in that way?
Does anyone know that she does?
Dose she still want what she never got? I know i do i think of that moment over and over.
I need to know.....
Grrr... I cant get her outa my head now....Some how i dont want out
i cant stop...i dont want to.....
