Permanently damaged.

I listen to boys to men, and its true, its so hard to say good-bye to yesterday. All I did was think about you, and think about way to make you happy. Even though I am jealous and even though I did ask to many questions, all I did was care about you. You broke my heart so many times, but every time you came back you healed it. But now that you left for good, my heart is permanently damaged. It's like I wanna scream and wish death upon you, but I know that its not going to bring you back or make me feel any better. So I all do is sit in a corner and think, and what sucks is that no one knows what's going on. I can't talk to no one about it, because the person I would talk about my problems with is no longer a part of my life. But the unexpected always happens, and everything happens for a reason. If gods wants us to be together he'll reunited us.- Leslie.