I want to cry...

I want to cry,
To let go of it all.

I hear my mouth lie,
to both my friends an family.

I want to cry,
to tell the truth about everything,
to,
for once,
not lie.

Not lie about what I feel,
what I want.

To tell the truth about my life,
to be free of the eternal strife.

But I can't cry,
I can't let tears fall,
even if I die.

I don't know why I can't,
why I won't,
I don't know why I would cry,
Why I won't.

I'll bleed,
I'l feel pain,
Il let myself be ripped to shreds,
but through all the pain,
all the blood,
I won't cry,
Once again I'll just lie.