"She sits there alone in the night crying
The rain mixes in with her salty tears
She has no reason to live, she is not trying
What would happen if she just disappears?"

^I really love this first stanza, it grabs my attention and it truly shows the true sadness that you are in. I like your poem a lot, you express your emotions and thoughts very well in this poem, and I can tell it came straight from your heart. Really enjoyed it, keep writing!