Mother I want you to know a secret,
Something I keep hidden deep inside.
Something that's eating at me,
I no longer want to hide.
This smile so bright on my face,
It's not what I really want to show.
I really want to stop acting, take off this mask,
I have a secret deep inside that I want you to know.
This girl you see almost every day,
Has been lying and she wants to come out.
She's tired of being misunderstood,
She just wants to scream and shout.
I sit here all happy and cheerful,
When inside I am really dyeing.
No one sees the real me,
I'm just so tired of trying.
I write to express myself,
I write to show my thoughts and emotions.
My world is slowly crashing around me,
My world soon turns in slow motion.
So now that you are reading this, please don't cry,
This piece of poetry is truly something I wrote.
So when you read this, I'm probably already gone,
Because you see, this is my suicide note.
