No more pain

I tried not to hurt you
I tried to meke the pain go away,
What I did hurt you too
And left me with nothing to say.

You don't understand why I did it
Maybe it was to dissapear,
It seem's crazy I admit
But I ain't gone I'm still all here.

It made me fel better
I can't tell you how much it helped,
Not even through a 10 paged letter
It's so hard to tell you what I felt.

It cleared my head a little
I'm no longer screaming inside,
My pain finally met me in the middle
There's less reason's for me to hide.

It had nothing to go with you
Everything built up inside of me,
It was something I wanted to do
It stopped my pain no need to worry.

All I can say I guess is
I hurt you and I'm sorry.