And the part where I told you
'I don't love you'
was the hardest part of all.
Harder than watching you kiss her,
Harder than trying to Breathe,
Harder than keeping my heart from ripping out of my chest in the very next beat.
Harder than trying to please you,
Harder than living a lie,
Harder than no one understanding,
Harder than thinking you can.
'I don't love you'
The biggest lie I've ever told and the worst by far...
This pain inside will never end,
not the love in my roaring heart.
