Broken but stronger

(Bit of a personal letter type poem.. coming straight from the heart... )

So you broke my heart yet again, something you said you wouldn't do....
It has been a year since the last and now its happening again.
Secretly deep down in my heart, I knew that you hadn't changed - you didn't feel the love I felt towards you.
To you, those was just words - to me they were my feelings.

Making excuses to end the relationship, to run off into the night clutching your clothes,
To never see me again, never allow us to talk?
I don't need this right now.
We spoke of a future with family and kids.
Now nothing?
My heart weaps, it is broken in so many places..
I'm down and feel like i'm being kicked into a hole - the world has eaten me alive.

But your not going to keep me down,
i'm going to rise again to be the figure I once was - the person you supposedly fell in love with.
I'm going to be bigger and stronger than before.
Show the world that no matter how bad a situation can be - I can always pull through it.
And now, everytime I think of us and what we had.. you know what I think?

Without you the stars don't shine as bright - but who needs stars when I have the damn moon!