I'm finally started to wonder,
is it truly worth the pain,
it's a waste of a life,
sending me insane,
i hide beneath the surface,
no control over what i do,
just let me know when it's over,
when this nightmare called life is through,
it's like I'm possessed,
a prisoner within myself,
just full of lies & manipulation,
hate, anger & stealth,
I guess there is no hope for me,
i am a victim of depression,
I've slip that far into the dark,
hating myself is my only obsession.
