LOST

You make me feel special.
But deep down you're hiding,
Behind the smiles, and the laughter,
And the affection that claims to be true.
It turns out that I really didn't know you.
I thought you were the one, who holds me
up. I thought you were the one, that carries me.
I thought you were the one that I could confide in
I thought you were so different from many other men.
I thought I could give you my heart. But you ran away with it. You took my soul and abused it.
I put my faith in you and you let me down. You took
every smile and turned them into frowns.
Every dream I had actually never came true.
All the love i had really wasn't meant for you.
You held my hand and led me to drown.
I saw in you what i never want to see in myself.
I wanted you when I wanted no one else. I gave to you and left nothing of myself. Now I'm left in the dark, no light to guide me. You took my sight trying to blind me. I am so lost, and I can't find my way through. I'm leaving you with this: I HATE YOU.