I love this one, Alex.
Becuase i know you,
and this fits you really well.
this is probobly one of your best poems
just because i think its really what you want
and you expressed it really well.
I dont know what to tell you about your situation except just relax and be patient.
of course i shouldnt be giving advice about it, lol.
everything will be alright :]
I promise.