I close my eyes only to see your face again
To hear your whispers against my ear
To smell your lingering scent in my head
I tell myself no but out comes the tears
To take away the pain and the memories
I swallow down anything my hand touches
Nauseous and dizzy, I lay my head down
My heart is hurting again, wishing I could heal it with stitches
Even after so many tries of erasing you
My feet still knows how to find your house
My heart still knows how to hurt at the thought of you
I cry helplessly just like right now
If you could see how pathetic I've come
You'll see how my world without you is like
My heart and head have two different minds
That keeps putting up fights
Half of me wants to run to you
But my feet remains firmly on the ground
Because I know that what we became
Differs so much from then and now
My world is pitch black without a sound
With my anger, I'm able to tell you to go away
But I want so much to grab you
To hold you forever and for you to stay
I can only remain alone
Because I love only you
As the world closes away and no sounds gets to me
I enter my eternal sleep, dreaming of us two
