Glinting tears, glinting knives..

My heart, it is in pieces,
my mind is miles away..
he said he doesnt love me..
i dont know what to say..

my sunshine, it is fading,
my smile is leaving too,
everything is changing now..
'cause he wont pull me through..

he changed my life forever,
his smile blew my mind,
he said he really cared for me,
but now i think he lied..

many years he held my hand;
refused to let me go..
he told me what i meant to him,
and that he loved me so..

depression, ache && sorrow;
in these feelings i am drowned..
i act as if im 'normal' although
my saddness is profound

darkness now is falling,
sunshine, completely gone..
these shall be my last minutes..
i will not see the dawn..

my tears drip down my cheeks now,
&& my silent screams are loud..
my life, utterly useless..
i really hope he's proud..

my eyes are shut quite tight now,
the world is silent, still..
this is no way to life my life..
i can.. i shall.. i will..

the knife i hold with my left hand,
glints under the light..
without him i am not complete..
i leave this world tonight..