Your demon

Saw you for the first time in ages....
nervous as hell this time...
didn't know how you would react...

before too long i knew you had appeared....
my photography cannot dull the senses i just knew you were there.
things were OK....
until your demon showed...

you yelled, because i became paralyzed inside couldn't react to your moves...
thats when it went from bad to worse... and i shut down.

apparently I'm cold
and afraid of people
you said you loved me but can't figure me out.
i can't help being how i am... you don't need to attack me over it

You told me we were going to change it....
i had to do what u said...
when i couldn't u made me,
you had me do things that i wasn't comfortable with...

kissing is one thing, but the rest, is more than i can handle after the past.... you had me burying myself inside the darkness...

you threatened me.... then after everything said you wouldn't follow through.... i doubt i could trust you on that.... your demon is one that might, if you didn't get what you wanted...

i was OK in the end of the night....
only now can't stop the flashbacks of the negative...
but it doesn't end there....