The first time
in along time
since i felt this way
i am happy
and wanted
i love the way they treat me
i don't want to ever lose this
and i have to say thanks
because if it wasn't for you
then this would not have happened
i hope this is not the last night i feel this way
it is the first in along time
many nights i want to die
but not now
not tonight
not right now
so please allow more
allow happiness
in this suicidal life of a teenager
