Does anbody even cry like i do

Does anybody even cry like me
so loud, BUT no one hears me
trying to wipe the tears
BUT theres no point when more are to come
I feel like nobody cares at all
I dont have a dad, hes alive
BUT no where around.
mom is here BUT its like my feelings dont exist to her
I try, try so hard to be everything that someone should be BUT nobody appreciates it..
I truly hate this life I live.

I Wish that I had just one person that actually was there for me and cared.