Wracking back and forth back and forth, every night i sit on the floor, crying.
i wish i could get over you but as everyday goes by its harder and harder.
i still talk to you but you always tell me that your not over me yet and that you feel like committing suicide because i broke up with you.
i want to say that i still love you and that i miss you being around everyday, but i cant.
i cant tell you how i feel because if i do; then you'll think what you did was ok. that by hurting me the way you did. i still miss you arms around me and the way you used to move the hair from my face just so you could see me sleeping.
you say "I'm sorry, i got carried away. please give me one more chance, please?"
but you don't understand that every night i cry my eyes out and during the day i pretend that I'm ok and doing fine.
sometimes when i cant hide the pain of you not being around anymore. i hide in my room for days.
everyone thinks that its because I'm sick.
but its because i cant stop crying, i cant stop replaying that night in my mind.
over and over it plays. over and over...
