When I pull the trigger know you're in mind.
You hurt me so bad at a tragic time.
You don't think of me, and how I'm affected.
As long as you aren't the one being rejected.
How did you think I would react to it all?
You picking me up, just to watch me fall.
I am tired of defending the guy I wish you were.
Because I thought that's what you were, I was sure.
But as always I was very wrong.
And this trail of hurt has gone on too long.
I thought we would love once more.
But it's not my fault that you're such a wh**e.
I am not being harsh in any way.
I have a right to the things I say.
Did you think that my heart would go untouched?
After you knew how I loved you so much?
Please, cut me some slack, I have a brain.
I should have known you'd be so vain.
Don't pretend you're sorry for all of this.
You shouldn't have said it, we shouldn't have kissed.
I knew you were a huge mistake.
I knew I was in for a load of heart ache.
But I fell anyways because I love you.
And I thought that's how you felt too.
You lied, and cheated me, is that really fair?
Did you honestly think I wouldn't care?
You thought you could use me until you had enough.
And the life I lead now is painful and rough.
I wish you had a heart of gold, instead of stone.
Because to me that's what you've shown.
I know inside you are a nice guy.
But you don't show it most of the time.
I'm tired of standing up for your bad choices.
I'm tired of changing the angry voices.
I can no longer be hurt by you.
Just tell me how you feel, and make it true.
