Your mind is over flowing with thoughts.....
You don't know what to do....
All you brain points to is....
To the closeness of hurt and you....
You take her in....
INvite her as if she was an old friend.....
You feel her all around your body...
Somehow this makes you feel secure....
You feel the sharpness dig deep....
You take in the moment, holding you breath as if it was you last....
You think.... you can't bear it any longer....
You dig deeper...
Even more...
Yea it hurts but you body depends on it....
You hold the pain...
Enjoy it's gentle welcome.....
IT overflows your body....
What emotions you now feel.....
You see the white lines....
NOw filling up with tears....
The color red....
Dark and pure....
You feel it through your skin....
Now gushing out in drops...
They fall down to the floor...
You think of what you've done....
you start to feel remorse...
It feels as if your flying.....
Without any wings to fly.....
BUt slowly you are dying.....
You now attempt to cry...
You feel the stinging in your body....
Somehow Get worse than before....
LIke it's pulling, sucking, grabbing....
All the life you had before....
The stained small drops now form in puddles.....
you watch the shades of red...
You start to feel light headed...
You don't feel yourself no more....
You see yourself now falling....
Dissapearing on the floor....
Your trip doesn't stop there....
You falling doesn't cease.....
You going deeper and deeper.....
You mind is falling behind.....
You don't remmember where you are....
You don't remmember why you're here.....
BUt it's ok somehow...
It doesn't matter...
You are safe...
NO more hassles....
NO more pain....
NO more grieving of what's lost....
NO more crying....
NO more thinking....
OF the things that haunted you life...
Just the solitude of quietness...
The darkness overtaking.....
You are safe here....
You are safe....
You are...
You...
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