Everytime i see you happy, it burns my heart,

Everytime i see you happy, it burns my heart,
the more you smile, the more my heart cries,
Just wanna see you suffering, hell, it'll make you feel what im feeling,
Those pretty eyes of yours, just wanna make them moist,
That smile on your face, which always left me dazed,
Wanna turn that smile into a cry, this will make my heart feel satisfied,
Wanna see you feeling awful and depressed, God, knows, for how long i had to keep my feelings suppressed.
I want to see you hurting, just like i,m hurting now,
I want to see you heartbroken, just like i am now,