I need to talk to you.
I need to tell you what's been going on in my life.
I need to tell you that I'm sorry.
For all the pain I caused in your life.
I've been wanting for so long to feel you....
To know you are there for me.
But all those things I've held agains't you have caused bitterness between you and me...
I just want to say I regret how things just seemed to fade away between us...
I just want one more chance...
Yet, I think if I had it,
I would still hurt you....
over and over....
I think of all the things I said to you....
You told me I would pay for them.
I didn't listen... I didn't care.
And now I am here....
suffering.
I can't stop thinking about you.....
About how everyday I made you die with words I said....
With things I did....
I made you feel pain in everyway....
I didn't seem to care what I was doing was killing you...
And here I am sitting here...
Hoping you will forgive me....
And take this load from me......
I miss you....
I need you in my life now...
It's funny how I waited far too long to open up to you....
Now, I stand here.....
In front of you.... I wish you could do something about it...
Yet the silence thickens...
You won't even talk back to me.
Please listen.....
Please?
I really need you now....
I need you to want me like you did before....
Please get up..... please listen....... please wake up....
from your forever dream.....
It's too late...... I know.
But I still need this to be a dream ....
please..... just please.....
don't die now.
not like this........
not because of me.........
You're letting go.......
Your falling back...... you can hear me.....
I know you can....
I love you.......
goodbye my one and only.......
rest in peace.......
my nightmare.....
Your leaving now....
Leaving me standing.......
completely......desperately.......forever
alone...
