My huge smile that I decided to put on today
Is to cover my pain that is killing me
My exaggarated laughter is for you
For the world to look away and for you to believe
I feel as though life has been drained from me
I have nothing to live for
I am getting tired of lies that are told to make me happy
My world is crashing down all around me
Everything is now nothing
Tears is an everything day thing
My emotions shifts so fast
But only you remain the same
Like this, I'm going crazy
I write your name everywhere
Believing nothing is wrong
As you stand there and my place is here
Every second ticks by so slowly
Without you here, I seem capable of nothing
My feet trudges on
To find if I really exist in something
My arms seems to have given out
So has everything else
I watch my reflection with tears
Only to see my world slowly melt
