Why can't i sleep at night...why do i feel so empty inside....why does being with someone you love hurt so much when every thing falls apart then you hate each other...but you love that person still...but you still never tell that person how you feel...why is it so hard to that someone in and tell them how you truely feel about them...and tell them how much you love them....you have to have a good reason to love someone not becuz how they look...sometimes i just want to cry my eyes out....i just want to end my life and then every thing would be okay...if every thing is going good but you still missing something and you don't know what it is...and when the person you love says they love you why does it feel like he doesn't mean it he is just saying it....cause he don't know what else to say to her...he just thinks he has to say it to her...but when she knows its all a lie and when he tells her...then he just brokes her heart again...then she has nothing Else to say to him...why can people just hurt other people and they just don't care but every one does something for a reason and sometimes they do learn from it...but you just have to trust your self...but when she gets on the ground and ask to be for given because she feels so lost...she doesn't know who to trust...because she is so broken it feels like she has nothing left...all she can think of is just puting a smile on her face to make all her feelings to go away..
