Delightful Dilemma

This is a bit confusing...Is this an illusion?
Your captivating eyes lure me in,
as if I have no control over myself
What is this?
I find myself wanting you to let me go,
But at the same time concurring with this attraction pulling me that you posses.
Is it true that one's beauty could have so much power over their opposites will?
well...thats how I feel.
I feel as if the sight of you makes me minimize my desires in life to just wanting to be with you...and NOTHING else.
Your attraction happens to be one that sustains itself to be irreplaceable...fortunate but unfortunate.
How can I get away from this thing that happens to be a burden but also bliss?
Yet...I'd rather deal with this dilemma in my conscience for the rest of my life
than to be separated from you.