These feeling that are inside me,
the ones where the truth i finally see,
my worst nightmares and fears come true,
the one thing deep inside i always knew,
you lied about ever cheating on me,
how could have i been to blind to see,
why must i find out this way,
where you ever going to tell me one day,
not know how i should feel,
is the love you have for me really real,
how can i ever trust you again,
why would you put me in so much pain,
i show you so much love and devotion,
my love for you wider then the ocean,
but i guess it just wasn't enough,
your love for me i guess wasn't tough,
all the things i want to say to you now,
but with you so far away, how,
not wanting to say anything for fear of loosing you,
for i thought what we had was real and true,
i love you thats why I'm hurting so much.