There is a broken girl

There is a broken girl who tries to hide
Behind a mask from the world
never letting anyone see the tears shes cried.
Her entire existence constantly swirled.

Shes tired of pain and tired of lies
from the boy who made her feel so alive
Every night she hopes she dies
as the razor and her blood collide

Fake a smile to hide the pain
is what she does every single day
Noone knows how bad she just wants to hit that one vein
to end her life putting her misery at bay

She tells him of her depression
even though she knows he doesn't care
Never telling her many tries have failed succession
but this pain is too much for her to bare

"would he even notice if i was gone?"
the words run through her head all day long
She thinks of him then the great beyond
her life is just a sad song

the broken girl tries to hide
the fact that she just wants to die..