I'm So Confused

I know you still love me.
I can see it in your eyes.
And I can hear It in the way you talk to me.

But you still say no and it confuses me.
What we have just doesn't go away over night.
But you keep saying it did.

Well I think you're lieing.
And that isn't like you.
You always told me what was happening.

But you keep pushing me away.
And worst of all you are hanging out with HIM.
Which frightens me to death.

Why are you hanging out with him.
when he hurt you all those years ago.
And made you afraid to get close to anyone again.

It confuses me what you are doing.
Because I know you still love me.
It is written all over your face.

(This is to my ex girlfriend whom I love with all my heart.)