Life is so painfull

Why is life so painful
for we are told to be great for life
for it does nothing but cause pain
there is nothing really to be done but succeed

and once we have done that
then what is there
all we can do is say , i did that
or simply just feel better because we did it

you try to make people happy
but no matter what
, no matter how small
you never truly can make another feel good

so what is it
why does it hurt so much to just try
I'm in so much pain
it hurts

on the outside its dark
i can see just fine but i don't understand anything
on the inside
is a rain forest of tears and sadness

why is this happening to me
why is my life so painful