Losing it

Have you ever lost someone that is close to you??

I see my dad in pain everyday,
like he's losing all all he's got,
losing the life that he has,

I'm scared that he's going to pass,
sooner then i think,

not being close to him like i should,
not saying that i love him,

he's my dad i should love him,
scared that its going to happen,

i don't even no what to say to him at times.